Saturday, December 23, 2006

BYE BYE 2006 =)

So,
now i'm at rui house trying to compete with her whos entry is longer
bcus she said her is always v.long and i dont agree to that
therefore, i'm trying to proof to her that mine wil be longer
heh. sorry folks this is gona be a LONG ONE!
XD
i'm lying on her bed, so shiok.
when shes the host and i get to lie on her bed!
YAY!!
ltr gg bishan than to beach road for gud food

btw, she just give me a really cheeky face
maybe problly she took a hedious pic of me siting/lying
with my hair all messed up and my poor pale face
shucks!

okay,
my point is i'll be super duper busy from tml onwards
here comes my NON-STOP-FUN XD

24th - party at rui's
25th - out wit him
26th - sing k
27th - beaut jeff yixian
28th - SCHOOL STUFF!!!!
29th - GANGSTA XD
1-2 - i seriously hope i can FINISH my scl stuff
tsk tsk.

as you can tell i won't have the time to blog
and say GOODBYE to yousuckyyuckywhatevershit 2006!
HURRAY!!! BYE BYE 2006!!!
I HATE YOU LKE MAD, YOU SUCK REAL BAD!!!!!
except for you know who =)

wow!
time past REALLY SERIOUSLY DUPERLY fast when
1) you're experiencing a super swayyyyy life

ok she jus tried to stop me from bloggin and she bang her leg agnst her bed stand. forgive her, shes always this silly. LOL

well, i din't say i was swayyyy for no reason okay?
i lost my wallet TWICE less dan 2 weeks.
for a person who had never lose her wallet
its a deep impact.
i'm so so so so so so so affectced by it
omg.

2) the toughest time ever.
so i been through a break up
and worst of all.
laotianye almost took away my grandma.
cried like shit,
felt like shit.
everything sucks,
it felt like EVERY, every single thing was agsnt me
bad bad bad memory!!!

well, i took very long to finally give up that boy.
he made me fall so deep for him, rely on him so much.

i just have to thank ALL OF YOU for just being there for me.

Qirui: she got so angry over me cause i can't give up. hahahahaa! and i cried cause i felt that i let her down. oh man, how sweet of her larh. hahahahaa.. THANK YOU LOVE =)

Rongna: she just keep scolding you know what larh! hur hur! i know you're concern and for that. I <3 you k? =D sometimes, somethings can only be memories.

Teeyue: thanks for your shoulder, listening to me, wipe my tears, givin me all the consoles. I LOVE YOU MY SUCKEERRR!!!!

Beaut: all the listening and consoles. my beebee~ =D

YOU aka PASSWORD: DROWSSAP!!!!! =D thank you so much just being there always. when i needed someone you were there, to encourage, to cheer up, to make fun, to accompany. THANKS. i'll remember all the little thing you done for me. even its just waitin for me, it means alot. someone who never fails to make steph smile.

3) ta05
Well, ta05 does disappoint me alot in terms of bonding. As times goes by you see all the free rider coming out make life difficults for others, its sad, so sad.

Luckily, i have MY PROJ GRP MATES! CarolHuijunWeijunCaiquan : you guys brought me sooooooooo much fun and laughter, make poly life so much interesting, fun, something in school which i look forward to. =D love you all very very much =D

Chunhui: my 2nd poly fren! hahahaa. though we might have drifted apart lets just keep this going eh! =D thankyou, you have been there for me to listenin to my naggings and encouraging me and all. ("v")

4) Guitar, my life.
i got so much exposure to guitar and I LOVE IT!!!!
so very very much.
though at times i jus feel lke giving up, ders always sth tt keeps me gg.
if you ask me for my goal, tt would be guitar! to be able to play songs. =D

5) darling kenny.
my dearest darling left me,
he was with me since e.o.y of pri 6
it been 4yrs plus.
i'm so sorry i did not cherish you,
spend time with you,
played enff with you,
took good care of you.

i hate myself for that,
very very much.
how many "i wished i had"

i love you darling,
and you know you'll be missed forever
by me.

i guess that roughly sums up my 2006.
it was a suckiest year i ever had,
the one i cried so much,
swear so much,
hate so much.
yet i'm so lucky to have people, you around me.

THANK YOU.

till then,
TAKE CARE XD

hearts, STEPH
4:43 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

YADA YADA

tml is the day,
the big day...

MY LAST PAPER!!!
HARRRPPPYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

i bet i'm gona have non-stop fun
SHIOK!
which means i wont be updating my blog so often.
hmm..

so tml i'll b gg out wit the usuals but might not as e paper i ending late
and i nv hear dem talkin abt it. hmmm.
but tts okay! i can go meet hur hur!
hahahahaa.. fried rice fried rice.. XD

finally a break after this busy busty SEM!
WOOOTS.
but no, this doesnt mark the end of endless projs n stupid tests
the problem is i'll b doin proj on fri --" -->bca, DARN U BCA
spoilmyplanofgoingout -pouts pouts-
AND WHAT ABOUT WCOM?
omgisohateprojs

ohya, IAC
ohya! LMS
OHYA! econs n wcom test aft holi

okayyy..
so mayb not THAT much of non-stop fun.
zzzzzzz.

but but but.
sat i'll be gg to beaut performance,
so YAY! =D

and sunday i have my H2Z guitar training.
i seriously need to brush up my skills.
double YAY!

okay, i need some time with you. =/
tsk! CRIES!

好想告诉我的他。。。。

anyway,
holiday will be
->projstudyggoutmeetingfrensyou.

its stil better dan havin to face boring lectuers n tutors.
HURRAAAYYY~~~~ jumps***

hmm.
i think i MUST be dreamin in all FFA lect.
i read the notes and i learn alot.
becus i know nuts! HUR HUR~

alrightt..
off to study~
EVERYONE LETS GET FAT!!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU MA!!
hur hur!

bye bye. TAKECARE!!!

“我很想你。。”

hearts, STEPH
3:58 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

importance

omg.
my dad pisses me off recently with his OVER concern for sunshine
LOL.

but im stil glad i've SUNSHINE on a cloudy day! =D
he really cheers up the whole family with his style of running!
he runs lke a a a a a...
RABBIT!!
with his ears shooting up and hopping agn.
omghessocute!
hahahahahaha...

4am yest
and dad had to piss me off by waking me up to feed sunshine med
no the part is not tt i hv to wake up
its tt HE SHOUTED at me.
i hate people to shout at me, seriously hate it.
yalayala, im a pampered child.
hahahahahaa..

but i shall be a gud ger since hes bday is coming REAL soon
=D
i even thought of the present alrdy!

its funny how 2 person can think of the same thing
but both in the wrong way.
HA!

maybe we just love to think too much.
you know that feeling of your heart contracting S-U-C-K-S.
its like i dont have to do this to myself,
almst given up again.

but i din't and i'm glad i din't. =)
we're still on the running track.

just remember to tell me your thoughts, your dreams and your day!
XD

i dont want a happy me to be a reason,
i wn me to be a reason.

four days is really a torture alrdy,
and i still have 2 more days.
6DAYS! =/

so we agreed to ignore how people think about us,
agreed to share thoughts,
i'm just so happy now!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!

my motivation, i heart you. =)

hearts, STEPH
5:00 PM

Friday, December 08, 2006

ARGH! scream screams!!!!!

i dont know why am i thinking so much
DAMN IT DAMN DAMN IT.

great,
now i feel that my econs is in de middle of nowwhere,
my bca is not any better
as for ffa i think alot of luck might be of some hlp.

can i scold vulgar? LOL

i just hope history wont repeat itself like it always do.
I CANT FOCUS
I CANT CONCENTRATE
I NEED MOTIVATION
DAMN DAMN DAMN.

i so hate CT. =/

hearts, STEPH
3:52 PM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

rain rain.

the weather just make me miss people.
well well.

jus bcus i wnted to eat anderson ice cream
my queen acc me all da way to marina square last sat.
THANK YOU! =)

i heart those purple balls n golden lightings.

i miss you.

kr was alrrrriggghhht lah.
not as gud as i thought though.
kicking of slippers, taking pic with paper xmas trees?,
laughing like some mad woman, icecream = happy steph,
chatted ALOT. =D

thanks for waiting 4 me in the lib,
acc me to mrt station.

thank you so much! =D

btw, i gt a cut. =/

oh well.
see you guys after CT!
gud luck people!!
JIA YOU ADD OIL AND ZAI JIA YOU!!!
wooottttsss XD XD XD

takecare!

i miss you.

hearts, STEPH
7:37 PM